Everything Will Be Fine (poem)

Your doing it again, 

Your doing it again, 

Worrying about everything again, 

Everything will be fine,

Say it,

Say it,

Everything will be fine,

Say it,

Say it,

You need to free your mind from this pain,
Worrying about everything, 

You been feeling it night after night,

Day after day,

Night after night,

You have not been sleeping,

Say it to release yourself,

Say it dammit,

Everything is going to be fine,

Say it,

Say it,

Everything is going to be fine,

Say it,

Only worry about job applications and money,

I know it hurts,

The people who criticize,

The people who want bad things to happen to you,

The people who get in your way,

Trying to make you feel like everything is going to go wrong,

But,

You need to say it,

Your mind and body demands it,

Say it,

Say it,

Everything is going to be fine,

Most people world worships the darkness,

You are not one of them,

You want to worship the light,

But,

You also got to be nice to your self,

Be nice to your self,

You got to go about it differently then them,

Everything is going to be fine,

All these problems mean nothing,

All these problems mean nothing,

Focus on making money and job applications,

Your mind and body wants you to say it,

Your mind and body wants you to do it,

You been worrying for months,

Your body wants you to say it,

Your body wants you to do it,

Because its true,

Look at everything you have done,

Do the things you must do,

And continue to do them,

It must be true,

Right,

Everything is going to be fine,

Say it,

Say it,

Its time for you to say it again,

Its time,

You have been through a lot,

Its now its time for you to say it,

You are letting your emotions stop you,

Don’t,

Say it,

Say it,

Everything is going to be fine,

Its time to be free,

Please say it, 

Feeling Too Much Darkness (poem)

I feel it sometimes,
The dark,
Some call it the darkness or negative force,
I call it the dark, 
I feel it,
Don't you feel it,
Every day,
Every night,
You feel it,
You must feel it,
The voices outside your window,
The voices at your job,
The voices at the traffic light,
Your having a good day and then,
It circles you, 
You don't have a reason but it wants you to have one,
It wants you to have one,
I have to stop it,
Every day I fight the darkness,
I fight the voices,
I fight the darkness, 
I fight the cruel judgements, 
This is a poem,
But this is connected, 
I feel it trying to control,
Control me and my thoughts and my motivation, 
Making me think everything is bad,
I feel it,
Night after night,
I hear,
I hear it,
I hear,
People follow the darkness,
Most don't have strength to step away from it, 
I see tears falling down my eyes,
I see tears falling down others' eyes,
Minds needs clean time out,
Mind needs something to set back into balance, 
A peaceful balance with acceptance or death,
If you feel it,
You must control it,
If you feel it,
You must control it,
When The darkness is not right,
Don't listen to it,
You don't have to listen to it,
In fact, you don't have to listen to anything,
You don't have to listen to anything.
Don't have to,
Don't have to.

The Sound of Failure (poem)

-I hear it every day
-That awful sound
-I can't run from it this time
-I want it to stop
-It must stop
-Even if it take days of persistence
-I must stop it
-I can not always win
-But I will win at this
-I must win at this
-Failure of this one thing
-Tortures me day after day
-I want it to stop
-The pain in my heart and mind
-Day after day with failure
-I cant live with this failure
-Am I losing my mind
-Or is the world crazy for not wanting what I want
-I do not know and may never know why I must
-Must succeed at this one thing
-This one thing is my life
-Everything else is extra
-Most people will think I am crazy
-I must no
-I need to succeed at this one thing
-Or my life means nothing and is nothing
-I need this one thing to set me free
-Free from this failure
-I hate failure
-I can't live with this torment anymore
-I need to win this one thing
-I must succeed or my life means nothing
-I want the sound to stop
-This will stop it for good

Red Roses (poem)

Red Roses are pretty,
Life is too,
Red reminds me of love or war,
I can't always tell which,
I like it that way,

Red Roses are lovely,
Just like her body,
She me feel times has no time,
She makes the problems go away, 
I want to see her again,

Red Roses are moments,
Moments I want to get back,
Moments I think about randomly,
Moments I want to have again,
I see the beautiful red and I just want to touch,
Hold on to it forever to remind myself of the good,

I love red roses,
May they always stay in my heart,
Where they should stay,
I don't want them taken from me,
Not again, not never.