The Sound of Failure (poem)

-I hear it every day
-That awful sound
-I can't run from it this time
-I want it to stop
-It must stop
-Even if it take days of persistence
-I must stop it
-I can not always win
-But I will win at this
-I must win at this
-Failure of this one thing
-Tortures me day after day
-I want it to stop
-The pain in my heart and mind
-Day after day with failure
-I cant live with this failure
-Am I losing my mind
-Or is the world crazy for not wanting what I want
-I do not know and may never know why I must
-Must succeed at this one thing
-This one thing is my life
-Everything else is extra
-Most people will think I am crazy
-I must no
-I need to succeed at this one thing
-Or my life means nothing and is nothing
-I need this one thing to set me free
-Free from this failure
-I hate failure
-I can't live with this torment anymore
-I need to win this one thing
-I must succeed or my life means nothing
-I want the sound to stop
-This will stop it for good

Red Roses (poem)

Red Roses are pretty,
Life is too,
Red reminds me of love or war,
I can't always tell which,
I like it that way,

Red Roses are lovely,
Just like her body,
She me feel times has no time,
She makes the problems go away, 
I want to see her again,

Red Roses are moments,
Moments I want to get back,
Moments I think about randomly,
Moments I want to have again,
I see the beautiful red and I just want to touch,
Hold on to it forever to remind myself of the good,

I love red roses,
May they always stay in my heart,
Where they should stay,
I don't want them taken from me,
Not again, not never.